A silent confession

by shalinijena

I am messed up
I know
I don’t say things you want to hear
I am afraid it will repel you

You ask me what
I don’t know where to start
You never stop
But I have had too much

I can’t see myself
I am a different me
Oh my God I am lost
I pray on my knee

You care I know
But you can’t help me
You ask me why
I just can’t take another try

You ask too much
But you say so little
Am I the bait or the prey
Tell me and I will stay